Life

Alot things happen lately....and here we go again...the same feeling that i am suppose to faced again....and now its more than before...but thanks God, its mean that i still have heart to feel..even its hurt so much , some of my bestfriend said that iam stupid cause i let it happen but its about feeling, sometime we cannot control our feeling, its just happen, its normal for me because i am just human,,human that not only can smile and appear and seen to be happy...., some of my bestfriend said that i have to learn to love myself so no one can hurt me anymore...i just try my best , be straight forward for what i feel and what i am...is it wrong?maybe wrong for you but not for me...but i will never regret for all my decision,its already happen and will appreciate because all that happen got a reason..the important is how i should move on and more careful for my my step,in this world human born---live---die        life only 1big  circle...only 1 times, people only can try...thats what i am going to do...i try to move on ... appreciate for all that happen, the good and the bad things.....

Beloved Sister

 Dear my beloved sister

In deep of  my heart, you always have a place because you are truly special
I admire you for your strength and for your courage .
I know that sometime life is hard, and the people around you are negative...
I don't want to add to that, so find it in your heart to forgive

But, remember my sister, I am sorry for hurting you...
I can't take back for what I have said,
But I hope you understand that with anger
We can say things that are so untrue...
I did not choose my words, and they came out so wrong...
I know it  ill take time for our relationship to rebuild, but I will wait  however long

Again, I am  very sorry  for hurting you
Yelling at you and saying all those bad things to you
i heard that day is your big day  i am sad because i knew from
someone  else but i always  hope  and pray the best for you

Your Brother

Break Fasting

Finally have time to posting,  what a month , fasting in bangkok…..Conclusion is empty….,Today Finally have chance to meet up with BBF hahahha Ary/Drazat/Nicky/Audi or any (hahah he have alot of nickname)   wake up so late (3pm and finally decide to meet up at ekamai to have spa and massage ) , abit hard to find the place but finally found it….hahaha when 2 indonesian equip with GPS its useless hahhaha better just keep going…..the place very nice but like always using baby language hehhehe

Finish on 6pm and its  RAIN…we decide to go to emporium to break our fasting,struggle to BTS station with 1 small umbrella….reach emporium directly go to the restaurant….all about beef…damm all in big portion but like always ..we finish it  hehhe….should really stop this habit but sometime just enjoy your life…:)

Thanks for the great day ry….

Alot happen in this june, preobably not my favorite month but not too worse also, all in this world got bad and good, sweet and bitter jsut like Asahi beer that i drink or sweet as sweensen ice cream eat, sometime it all come in the same time, Finally now i can cotrol all drama thats around me, and also have great time with all new friends here.

Life is short , dont waste it with all negative things and people ,all you have to do is say "no/Get lost" . dont think too much for someone else cause usually they just dont care, all they want to do only give a judgement but resolution for the problem, giving critic is easy but its hard to being critic, thats what they are....last time i am so stress thinking about this,and keep standing in the circle about asking why?how?when? but now... i can say the sentence "I Dont Care".

Thats Human, always curious and never stop hurting each other and their self, and all because people just dont care, already forgot about emphaty.

they more like robot, they just do what ever they want but thats life, must be balance

New Black Toy

Finally Got my new toy of gadget this week, for celebrate moved to bangkok and after 7 days working fyuhh this the first company who let the employee to work on 7 days in a row….,i am  still collecting apps and still get used to it and thankfully  found the package of data plan that unlimited and plus 300min talk time and 300 sms per month so can easy to download etc…..anybody can recommend the best apps? hmmmm :)

Dinner….

Last weekend finally we get our dinner with all colleague from new company,they choose a fine thai restaurant at silom, the Food was great and fresh  and we all having fun there…..hope the best for the future… :)

horeyyyy

Yesterday Finally payrol...fyuhhh 1st salary which the currency is baht, finally,   after all drama for a month (feel like a year)  ....and next good news is  today  finally i am wearing my shoe for the first time after more than a month wearing  gips, doctor give good news...thanks God..miss my shoe so much and hmmm and maybe its time to buy a new pair of shoe :).and on the way back from  the hospital i am having pizza for small celebration yeyyyy…..